Kerana Ku Ada Kamu :)

25 Januari 1999.
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25 Januari 2011.

Maka genaplah hari ini, 12 tahun sejak hari pertama untuk lima tahun itu.

Lima tahun jatuh bangun bersama.
Lima tahun suka berselang duka.
Lima tahun penuh soalan.
Lima tahun beribu jawapan.

Indah kan perjalanan hidup kita. Bertemu dan berpisah, dan bertemu semula. Tak siapa sangka permulaan yang sempurna boleh jadi akhirnya tak diduga. Dan bila disangka haluan kita berbeza, Tuhan satukan perjalanan kita. Lalu kita bersua, berkongsi rasa, gembira, sedih, mengisi kekosongan jiwa, yang tak mungkin kita dapat rasa selama lima tahun itu.

Dan ada juga yang tak pernah terpisah pun sejak lima tahun itu. Berkongsi suka duka, mencipta memori bersama, selagi ada. Menikmati setiap saat yang ada tika bersama, merindui tika jauh tapi tak terpisah, kerana tempatnya di dalam hati selalu ada.

Lima tahun remaja. Ku lihat kamu, dan kamu lihat aku. Baik buruk kamu, baik buruk jugalah aku. Benci kamu pada aku, benci juga aku pada kamu. Suka aku pada kamu, suka juga kamu pada aku. Ah, itu cerita dulu.

Tolak lima tahun bersua wajah setiap hari, sudah 7 tahun kita tinggalkan daerah itu. Sudah 7 tahun kamu ke barat, dia ke timur, mereka ke selatan. 7 tahun membawa haluan kehidupan, aku bersyukur, masih lagi dapat melihat kamu. Sekali-sekala. Dan selalu juga (terima kasih Facebook ",).

Aku gembira, dan aku bangga. Kita semua akhirnya jadi ‘manusia’. Syukurku pada Tuhan, akhirnya kamu yang kecil comel waktu hari pertama lima tahun itu, kini sudah boleh senyum lebar. Kalau dulu kita sering mendongak ke langit melihat bintang, kini tidak lagi. Kerana kita sudah punya sayap untuk terbang, menikmati keindahan alam dari langit tinggi :D

Tahniah sahabat-sahabatku. Tahniah Uniteenzers. Atau dah tukar ke name? Not-so-Uniteenz? Ah tak kisah lah. Yang penting aku bangga dengan kita semua!

Happy 12th Anniversary Dear Uniteenzers!

Thank You for the WONDERFUL FRIENDSHIPS for these past 12 years :)

Saaaayang korang! *XOXO*

Keep your dreams alive buddies! Together, we can change the world to a better place :D Kerana ku ada kamu *winkwink*

P/S: Teringat waktu dapat tawaran dulu, SMAP LABU? Ape tu? :P

Music and Idol and Music

For some people, music is restricted to only what allowed in his belief.

And for some others, music is just an entertainment.

But there are people, that define music as their lives. Being the only way out when hardness comes in.

I too, enjoyed music in my own way, and own definition. Everything that could be heard by the ears are melodies, be it a song, or a baby cry, or just simply your voice :) and when it triggers a smile in the heart, I'd consider it as a beautiful melody :D

Well enough about own definition. Now I'm talking about audition. Who? ME? Naah.

Never will I. Even if I have the guts to do so, I always think there's better ways I can impress people. Talent is not everything, it's the brain in you that matters.

So what's up with the audition? Well. Nothing much actually, but my favourite show is on air again. American Idol 10 :)

It's not only a reality singing show. Years before, I started to watch AI because it inspired me somehow. The hardship, the friendship, the family, and the people. Not all American are bad, but not all are polite :P

It's just that when you know you have that 'something', just believe in yourself and go get your dreams! Ooohh I just love the joy when the judges said "YES, you're going to Hollywoooooooood!!!!!". I want it too! I mean, going to Hollywood. Not Idol. HAHA.

So last week they showed the audition in New Orleans, and this week will be at Milwaukee. The place of Danny Gokey American Idol 8. Can't wait! Maybe I'd find my favourite Top 10 :P

OK. Dinner time. Yes, You're not going anywheeeeereeee! *sigh*

P/S: Drink a lot of plain water. The weather's killing my throat. Hope you're not affected too, people! :(

P/S 2: Below is a video of this young guy with amazing voice. I couldn't stop viewing his YouTube channel. HAHAHA. btw, a medic student he is. Owh suddenly I remembered my best buddy, a doc-soon-to-be-next-few-months also used to enjoy making music videos in YouTube, zaman remaja riang ria dulu kan? ^_^

Al-Fatihah

It was about 4 am in the morning when I received the sms.

A dear friend of mine just lost his Momma this morning.

I heard a few times his Momma had been admitted to hospital, I think about the same time Ayah was warded too.

I felt sorry for him. With only a few months left to finish our Masters, surely his Momma could only see him with the graduation robe from far above.

I hope I am lucky enough, God I have a wish. I know it's too much, but I hope I can have Mama and Ayah sitting in the hall when I received my Master and PhD scrolls.

Dear God, but if you have better plans for us, please make me be strong. Coz by only imagining losing one of 'em I'd cry, I just don't know how to face it until it really happens.

Whatever it is, Al-Fatihah.

Ini Bukan Merepek. Tapi Niyang Rapik. Hamek kau.

pejam. celik. pejam. celik.

dah nak dekat akhir bulan Januari. 2011 pulak tu.

sekejap aje lagi, dah hujung 2011. Entah ape aku buat mase tu, tak terbayang. Harapannya, tengah berjuang dengan buku, kutip ilmu selagi mampu.

Oh aku tulis entri ni saje-saje. Tak nak mengarut macam entri yang dah pun aku delete.

Terima kasih lah kepada yang layan aku mengarut. Dan memberi input-input bernas.

Kepada Encik Hansuke, komen anda yang panjang lebar dah pun saye save dalam laptop, pandangan ikhlas seorang insan dari sudut yang berlainan, thanx :)

Dan kepada entah siapa dari mana pun aku tak ingat, kalau merasa tak selesa dengan karutan aku, kau sendiri tahu pintu keluar blog ini. Tak payah lah nak tinggalkan komen bagi panas hati padahal kau yang bace aku punye entri. Kau boleh aje tak bace, kau ade pilihan. tapi ooopps. kau tersalah pilih! TEETTTTTTTT! lalu sakit hati, lalu menyakiti. Aku punye blog, aku tulis lah ape aku suke. Bukan ape yang kau suke. Lagipun, kau siape? Teeetttttt.

Aku buat blog ni pun suka-suka, tak harap pun orang datang melawat dan puji karya aku, dan segala apa aku nak karutkan. Lagipun, kebanyakan yang membaca pun, semuanya kenalan di luar alam siber, dunia sebenar. Yang kenal betapa cacatnya aku kalau mula mengarut, yang terima kurang lebihnya aku seadanya. Oh *sebak* HAHA. thanx korang! :)


P/S: secara tak langsung. Aku dah ter'emo'. Biase lah. Baru baik demam. Kepala pun weng. Apepun, senyum! :D


P/S 2: dalam entri mengarut yang aku dah delete tu, kan aku ade cite pasal kawan-kawan bakal doktor. semalam, kawan baek aku zaman kecik comel dulu dah ditauliahkan jadi Peguam. aihh so proud of her. tak pernah terbayang pun dia bakal jadi lawyer mase kitorang kecik comel dulu main kejar-kejar lompat getah masak-masak cikgu cikgi. Indah nya kehidupan yang Tuhan lukiskan untuk kite :) *ohh nak nangis terharu*

A Shopaholic. What?

Have you ever watch the movie Confessions of a Shopaholic? I never bothered about it before, but watching the movie on TV last few weeks had hit me right on the nose. I am always denying myself when I thought I love to shop, and that I am very very poor in financial management. No, I am not a shopaholic. I only buy what I need, always. Right?

No. The answer is no. Which puts me in the yes category. But to a lesser extent. Far from being a chronic shopaholic. But I JUST LOVE SHOPPING! I love shopping malls, I love stores, I love flea markets, and now, I am starting to love online shopping! *sigh* Lucky me, it's not like I shop everyday. Once a month perhaps, or maybe twice, or .. whenever I saw the four letters S.A.L.E. :D

It's worrying me, but what can I do?

When I shop, the world gets better, and the world is better, but then it's not, and I need to do it again.

-Rebecca Bloomwood in Confessions of A Shopaholic.

You know that thing when you see someone cute and he smiles and your heart kind of goes like warm butter sliding down hot toast? Well that's what it's like when I see a store. Only it's better.

-Rebecca Bloomwood in Confessions of A Shopaholic.

A man will never love you or treat you as well as a store. If a man doesn't fit, you can't exchange him seven days later for a gorgeous cashmere sweater. And a store always smells good. A store can awaken a lust for things you never even knew you needed. And when your fingers first grasp those shiny, new bags... oh yes... oh yes.

-Rebecca Bloomwood in Confessions of A Shopaholic.

and these are some quotes that I think are SO TRUE!

Security can mean different things to different people. For some, it's going to a party wearing the right shoes. This might leave you feeling secure for an evening, but have a crippling effect on you in later life.

-Rebecca Bloomwood in Confessions of A Shopaholic.

Your store card is like a 50 percent-off cashmere coat. The first time you meet, it promises to be your best friend. Until you look closely and realize it's not real cashmere. Then, as winter comes, you discover that your coat isn't actually a friend at all. You should have read the fine print. Should look more closely what you're getting into.

-Rebecca Bloomwood in Confessions of A Shopaholic.

The ending of the story was sweet...

It is amazing what you have time to do when you're not shopping. And instead of a relationship with my credit card, I have a relationship with someone who loves me back. And never declines me.

-Rebecca Bloomwood in Confessions of A Shopaholic.

well I also mean her boyfriend. He was kinda sweet while proposing her this way ..

She's not my girlfriend. She's not you.

-Luke Brandon in Confessions of A Shopaholic.

Aaaarhh caer! *drooling*

P/S: At this time of writing, I just spent an amount of RM200 for the whole weekend. OMG. What did I just bought? o nevermind. The world is better, for now :D

This Room

this room is my territory
it provides comfort and shelter
it shares love and feelings
it welcomes hope and friendship

this room is my territory
it is not big but large enough
it is not dark but calm enough
it is not bright but cheer enough

this room is my territory
you may come in but I warn you
it might be scary when the storm comes
it might be watery and then it floods
it might be warm and cold at the same time
and just don't get too comfort in it,
for it might never let you out.

this room is my territory
which I name it The Heart, right from the start.

:D