Ayah will be admitted to IJN this Sunday for angiogram and angioplasty.
Ayah texted me about it just a day after I had dinner with my sister when she told me Ayah had asked her few times how busy I've been these few weeks.
It was so touching, I can't stop blaming myself for not completing my experiments earlier so that I can spend at least once a month having quality time with him.
I called him yesterday and we talked about the procedures, Ayah said the doctor told him the risk was only 1% and told me not to worry. 1 is still a number ok.
But I don't worry much about the angio-thing.
What matters to me most is that I just couldn't be there for Ayah,
and yeah, I just realized it has been 1 month 1 week and 3 days since our last meeting.
AND I MISS HOME DAMN MUCH!!!!
.... and I miss everyone. EVERYONE!!!!
P/S: My prayers will always be with you, Ayah",
