My Standing Ovation~

I just love it.

Konsert Satu Suara Aizat, Faizal Tahir & Siti Nurhaliza, with Orkestra Simfoni Kebangsaan.

Something Malaysia should be proud of, to have the amazing talents, the performers, and the musicians as well.

It was the first paid-concert I ever attended. And no doubt, two thumbs up! owh, maybe that's just not enough, I did give 'em a STANDING OVATION! Their performance were fantastic, and the thing I love the most about attending concert in Istana Budaya was that they have limited audience, the performers could give full attention to the audience. And yeah, I just love the audience that night as well. Especially the Rockensteiners!!

While Aizat was testing the crowds, he asked for Sitizoners. There were applauses and some noise, but the moment he asked for Rockensteiners, it was like a wave of energy came from all over the hall, yelling and screaming. And then Aizat said "That's how we do it, Sitizoners." *winkwink*

Aizat performed several songs of his own, also some others. I like the Yesterday (The Beatles) performance best. His voice was much much more beautiful from the one heard in CD's. Hey, he did performed Thank You Allah by Raihan too! :) Aizat, keep up the GREAT work!

And when Aizat finished singing, he introduced Faizal Tahir and the hall got really dark, that was the moment I had goosebumps. Not because it's eerie, but the screaming and yelling, applauses and noises from the Rockensteiners that in Malay they say 'macam nak pecah panggung'. I was like OMG OMG he's coming he's coming. HAHA. Was I? Or did I joined the crowd screaming for Faizal? HAHA. *winkwink*

Faizal Tahir is a TRUE performer. Despite his health condition, he never fails to give such a LIVELY performance. I just enjoyed all the songs as much as I love 'em. But he did missed one song, my favourite Kasih Tercipta. But it's okay, cause he performed Bencinta way better compared during AJL. Hey Faizal, I wanna be your Rockensteiner too!!! *winkwink*

And then there was Siti Nurhaliza, all-time-favourite. She's a sweetheart (much sweeter if she's not married yet :P) HAHA. And as expected, Siti would give me goosebumps, even more when she hit the high notes. Her voice is magical, one of a kind, and yes I envy her talent. What a colourful voice she has. I like the re-arrangement of Kau Kekasihku song, modified to rock version.

Overall, Great Job Siti Nurhaliza Productions! Siti mentioned that she'd be glad to collaborate again with those two fantastic guys in future. Please do so, Siti :)

And the feelings I had last night was something untouchable, unbelievable, and undefined. But what I know, I felt really PERFECT!!!

Thank U Aizat. Thank U Siti. Thank U FAIZAAAALLL!!! THANK U THANK UUUU!! :)

A girl's thing~

I don't know how to put on mascara.
I don't know how to use the eyeliner.
I don't know how to wear eyeshadows.
And I'm not comfortable with high heels.

So does that reduces the girl quality in me? It's subjective, right?

The reason behind this is simple. I'm not interested (for now :P)

I just don't understand why girls are willingly to spend more on makeups rather than skin care products. Because I would :) Beauty is not only something that you put on, but it's more on what you are. I'm not saying that I'm not putting anything on my face, I do. Some basic foundations and lip balms, and all for protecting the skin from the UV's. Oh I do wear blushers sometimes, when my face is turning blue. :P

About the heels, "Beauty is pain" undeniably applies to it. As much as I'm concerned, I only wore heels once, during my convocation back in 2008. Occasionally, heels are tolerable (only when it involves more sitting than walking :P)

So I guess makeups are just a no-no for me for the time being (at least until I got my own salary $$$). But to tell you the truth, skin care products are better investments than makeups :P

P/S: I can't believe I just wrote about makeups. HAHAHA

P/S 2 : Well it's not wrong to wear makeups, but what a waste to hide the natural looks we have. Just be confident and there you go girl :)

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I just can't believe this.

At one moment you said you have moved ahead, and then you just realized you are not even a step from where you stayed.

I just couldn't figure out what's bugging me lately. It was some kind of illusions of the future with people from the past. So did I really leave my past behind?

It was one time long ago that I hated my past and everything in it. Like a computer, I even deleted all the stuffs in the Recycle Bin. But I'm no computer, I'm a human. A human that is created so unique that the brain is something magical yet so powerful. So now I admitted that the brain still carries all the memories of my almost twenty four years of life, including the one that I thought I've totally forgotten.

Or maybe someone somehow broke into my system and purposely restore all those stuffs again, well it's kinda metaphore. But I think there's something that triggers all the memories back, and unexpectedly I got to picture them in my dreams. My dreams about my future.

It was amazing that I remembered two years ago I had this one dream, and I could remember the storyline A to Z the moment I woke up. Surprisingly, eventhough I had no ideas for the dream becoming reality, it did. Not exactly but almost the same. So I can say it's deja vu. :P

I'm not sure if this is right, but I think my mind has discovered something. Whenever I met the people from the past, it's like I was hypnotized. The atmosphere of tensed and anger were totally twisted to peace and joy. Not to mentioned that the way of thinking was a bit different, I was able to talk anything freely, to dream and to achieve. Could it be because back then when those people were around, I used to think more optimistic rather than now? Or could it be that the people back then were the one who triggered the side of my mind and emotions that somehow it produced great ideas and big dreams? Well no one could answer that for me. It would be YES if I believed.

But to live in reality, I have to believe. Believe that every single person that came across this life has some lessons I can learn from. Even now, sitting in the library, I could learn something by just looking at them. Or more by observing.

So I guess, I just have to adapt to these changes I'm facing. I'd keep praying for the best, the best moments with the best people in my life, no matter who they are, the one from the past, or the future.

But if I had a choice, I wouldn't want to live in the past again, because I believe I'm a lot better now than who I was before. Because you believed. Thank You.