Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Last weekend was quite a boring one, without Mom and Dad at home. Yes, they went for holiday, leaving a small portion of Aidiladha leftovers in the fridge. So my sister and I decided to go to our favourite place for dinner, The Curve.

After a long discussion with my sister (since there's a lot of restaurants and cafes to choose), we ended up in one of our favourite cafe, again.

Theobroma Chocolate Lounge.

A heaven for chocolate lovers (I dislike coffee :P)



and then I tried this one.



Waffle + Vanilla ice-cream + Strawberry + Chocolate = Delicious! :)

Yes. I did filled my stomach with a cup of white chocolate and a plate of waffle, but more importantly, I filled my heart too, with happiness and satisfaction.

Truly,
A Chocolate Lover :D

Sunday, November 21, 2010

I-n-sanity

Words written
Card sealed
But no address.

Insane. Writing, believing that it could be delivered.
The real fact was not as beautiful, as the words written.

Reality mistaken by fantasy
So tragic, it needs no sympathy
Believing is one thing
But effort is another
So why can't it just be delivered
with only a name that might have disappeared?

Words written
Card sealed
kept safe in the locker
with endless hope to deliver.

Endless hope that dies never.
Eternal love the best ever.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

A Frustrating End Indeed.

It has been a week now since the final race of Formula One 2010.

It has been a week since Vettel won the Driver's championship.

It has been a week I've been coping with Alonso's loss.

and still am. And I still want to put the blame on the strategic team. How could you! Alonso would have won the battle if he stayed a little longer on the track, gaining some extra distance from the bunch of slower cars. Damn. It was frustrating to watch the prancing horses that day. Both Massa and Alonso. Bad decisions made. And they lose it all. What a race. And that night, as expected, I encountered gastritis due to the stress. HAHA. something I could not control - Stress. Congrats! You've won yourself a bunch of acids in your stomach! T__T

Well. It is just another unlucky season for Ferrari. Hope they'll come out with a great and amazing machines next season. See ya in Sepang April 2011, Ferrari! :D


OK I'm still a big fan!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

BSc. (Hons.) - Microbiology. What's that?

I can still remember that morning. Without taking my bath, I went straight downstairs, opened the PC, connected to the Internet, and browsed the Ministry of Higher Education's website. Eyes half opened. Mom and dad sitting at the table having breakfast, just few meters away. It was a very bad adrenaline rush I had.

While waiting for the page to load, I clearly remembered the conversation between Ayah and me few days before.

Ayah: Where did you applied for degree?
Me: UPU. First choice, UPM. Biotechnology.
Ayah: What is Biotechnology?
Me: It's the application of biology in technology <--(did I get that one wrong? :P)
Ayah: (not convinced with my answer) So, what's your plan B?
Me: Plan B? Err.. I just apply for UPU Ayah. No plan B.
Ayah: (Shocked) You should have plan B. Don't waste your time.
Me: (Speechless).(Then, anxious). (Then, termenung sorang-sorang! Kalau x dpt UPU, mati!)

And then the page loaded, keyed in my IC number, and there you go!

Tahniah! Bla.. bla.. bla....

Bacelor Sains (Kepujian) Mikrobiologi.
Fakulti Bioteknologi & Sains Biomolekul.
Universiti Putra Malaysia, SERDANG.


Guess how I reacted? Jerit satu rumah beb! I hugged my mom with tears. Not because I'm too happy I don't have to have plan B, but simply because I was feeling down with my matriculation CGPA, honestly, it wasn't that good. Ask me if you dare :P It was magical that the course offered was never in my 8 choices. Alhamdulillah, was all I have in mind, and heart for the next few days. Unbelievable, but true :)

The next thing in mind was, What the heck is this microbiology? I knew what microorganism is, KUMAN! that can be seen under microscope. That's all! SERIOUSLY.

So I browsed through the internet, did some readings, and a little bit understood about MICROBIOLOGY.

I know I'm not fortunate enough to know any seniors taking this course, I even struggling to breathe during the earlier semesters. But I managed to breathe right, stood up and run, then fly high :D I'm no First class achiever in the end, but satisfied with two times Dean's list out of 6 semesters. That's rewarding enough for me :)

OK OK I'm not gonna brag about my achievements in this post. I just wanna share something that I could not find in any blogs five years ago. I dedicate this post to those young people, that's still searching for educational directions. I know those youngsters might not find or read this, but maybe someday I believe, someone will read this, may this post would make your visions more clear, about Microbiology :D

You can easily find the Microbiology definitions through google. I'm not going to list them here, you browse yourself. What I'd like to share here is my own definitions and perceptions of Microbiology.

During my first year as a Microbiology student, I failed to impress myself of my abilities to adapt with new things, I mean NEW FACTUAL THINGS. I couldn't understand what microbiology really means, and how it could affect our lives, and what kind of job opportunities would I have in future. I never get a clear picture of what this microbiology can do in the industry. I even thought of taking a double degree in Psychology once. LOL :) But I battled to the end. Throughout the journey, I met with a lot of interesting people, and saw the passion they have towards microbiology.

My turning point? Honestly, I could not remember what initiated the interest in me, but I really enjoyed laboratory practicals. I can still remember the first time I learnt how to streak bacteria, the outcomes were so ugly I would say. HAHA. those were the days :) And everytime we came into the lab, 4 important things to bring were lab coat, permanent marker, lighter and Good morning towel. We cleaned the workbench with dettol, sometimes alcohol. Light up the Bunsen burner to sterile the inoculating loops, and there were times when someone got burnt too! Luckily I don't remember who. :P

During the 4th semester, I applied for internship at Selayang Hospital. It wasn't included in my degree requirement, without any allowance I went for the internship for 6 weeks. That was when I found the answer. Medical microbiology was where my soul is. I love to study about human pathogens. Escherichia coli, the main culprit for diarrhea, Staphylococcus aureus and Streptococcus sp. that caused infections in throats and eyes, HIV, bacteremia, MRSA etc. bla bla bla .. I love working in the Pathology Lab, someone even asked me, "If you don't receive any allowance, and you don't need to make any reports, why did you come here? It's semester break, ok?". I smiled and said, " I just want to learn". I need to know where can I fit in the future, with this Microbiology thing.

The day I left Selayang Hospital, was the day I put Hospital Science Officer as an option. I just love the place. It reminds me of my childhood ambition, to be a doctor, then a paediatrician cause I love kids (even sometimes I act and talk like one :P)

Microbiology has also affected my personal life. I don't eat at dirty places, or when the workers seems not convincing, in terms of hygiene. I don't usually 'recycle' my outfit, once put on should be washed, unless necessary. Washing hands before eating is crucial, and whenever needed, hand sanitizer is applied. Very choosy in picking toilets. HAHA. I would rather pay RM 10 for a clean toilet WITH a water hose and tissues, than entering toilets where you can find 'greenery' and 'blackheads'. HAHAHAH.

Towards the end of my degree study, I had a better vision of job opportunities in Microbiology. Agriculture microbiology, where we can work with biopesticides or biocomposts. Medical microbiology, working with all sorts of human pathogens, including those deadly H1N1 virus. Pharmaceutical microbiology, working with medications involving microorganisms. Food microbiology, where you can work with probiotic organisms like Yakult, or any other foods, that involves the participation of microorganisms. And also Environmental microbiology, where you usually work with bioremediation. See, how microbiology can affect our lives? :D

And because of this passion I have for microbiology, I've worked with Food microbiology during my degree's final year project and currently at the last stage of MSc. Pesticide Toxicology in the making. Working with soil microorganisms, at least I've done my part of "Berbudi pada tanah". HEHEHE. I should been correcting my thesis draft now, but I can't resist the blogging mood that seldom comes these past few months :P

Now that I am in this field for five years now, I knew this is the best for me. Never would I want to come back to those times, when I eagerly wanted to be a doctor, or desperately needed the JPA scholarship to study overseas. In maybe five years from now, a PhD Dr. I would be InsyaAllah. Not that I've forgotten the joy to work in the hospital, deep in my heart, I sincerely want to share every knowledge I've learnt, and the passions I have towards Microbiology, with the next generation of another 'ME' that doesn't have any plan B's and hooked up with Microbiology :P

And right now, in my most humble state but with pride, I'd say, a Microbiologist, I am.

Thank You Allah :)

P/S: I have come to a stage now, when I feel this micro-creatures that He created, are unique and beautiful in their very own ways :) Well, typical microbiologist, huh? :P

Friday, November 12, 2010

Formula One, and Me :D

The race has finally reached the final one in Abu Dhabi. Well, it's been a competitive season for the big fours - Ferrari, Red Bull, McLaren and Mercedes GP, which Red Bull scored highest in the constructor's championship. As I'm a big fan of Ferrari, it's a bit frustrating coz the Ferraris were so good at the opening of the season in Bahrain. I was expecting constant wins at Sepang, but sadly, they misjudge the weather, my two favourite Red cars did not even pass Q3!

Watching these fast cars racing each other, I found excitement in myself. I love and fear speed at the same time. Love the feeling to accelerate forward, but fear the pain when anything goes wrong. Speed kills huh?! :D Everytime I watched the race on TV with my dad, he would always say to me that my enthusiasm towards these fast cars indicates my eagerness to drive fast someday, when I have one powerful car. Is it? I don't really know. Speed kills, Ayah! :D

So now I wonder, what makes people interested in Formula One?

The cars. The drivers. The technical thing. Or the strategy. Or they just enjoy the velocity, like I do :D

Talking about drivers. I only started to have interest in Formula One in 2008, when Kimi Raikonnen just won the driver's championship in 2007. It happens that I favoured Kimi during the early days, despite of whatever team he was in. And then in 2009, some miracles happened, I got the chance to experience the race in Sepang, for the first time in my whole life :D I went for the qualifying, trying to fit myself in the motorsports world, learning as much A-Z of Formula One races. Later that year, I was among the earliest to buy tickets for 2010 race in Sepang :D no more free tix, and I do realize right from the start, what an expensive hobby I have! :D

Kimi chose to be in Rally instead of Formula One this year. So I continued to be a big fan of Ferrari, maybe because they are legendary, or somehow I just believe that they'll recover this season, from the bad bad races in 2009. This season,it seems they manage to be competitive, but during the mid-season, there were few disappointing races. But suddenly towards the end, Alonso was up again battling for the championship. How delighted I am now. When my favourite team is just a step away from victory :D come on prancing horses, go get the bulls to your back! :D

Throughout this season, I found myself to be eyeing on this one rookie, it's Nico Hulkenberg of Williams. Even with a not-so-competitive car, this guy can manage to score points. He even beat the big names to have the pole for himself at Brazil! Come on, a rookie, driving Williams, on P1? Of course I don't expect him to win the race, but hello? I believe, one day, he'll be one of the contenders in the driver's championship! Good Luck Hulkenberg!

At this time of writing, the first practice session in Abu Dhabi has just ended. The bulls seems too fast for the prancing horses. But we'll see. The real battle, is 48 hours away! And I'm sure I'll be at home, infront of the TV, sitting next to my dad and sister, wearing the RED MUBADALA FERRARI cap :D Alonso on the go, yow! :D :D :D